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TV Guide - March 15th, 1986
Linda
Evans - She
was like Krystle - but is learning to be more independent
The Dynasty star feels she's now recovering
from the hurt of childhood problems and two brokem marriages.
The crew of ABC'd Dynasty is testy, the
director has a cold, and there is one last scene to shoot on the set
everyone hates - the cramped, depressing "attic" where Krystle
was held prisoner. Then Linda Evans arrives, wearing a
wide-shouldered red dress and coat by Valentino and the smile that made
crow's-feet a glamour symbol. She is a vision of elegant,
mature, loveliness. Almost. Darting around in 4-inch heels,
she is surprisingly coltish, just a little gawky, a faint echo of
what co-star John Forsythe called "a knobby-kneed teen-agree"
when he cast her in Bachelor Father nearly three decades ago.
The doldrums give way to a hum of
activity. A costume fusses over her earrings. The
hairdresser fluffs out that fan of silver-blonde hair. Designer
Nolan Miller comes to talk to her about gowns for a photo session. "You can have any of the things I've made for you," he offers.
"That's a sweet dress she's
wearing," someone else murmurs. "It's nice to see her in
red." There is something fond and protective in the way they
treat her, and it is hard to tell whether they are responding to the
sophisticated, mature star of the little girl in her first high heels.
They are both there, and that is Evans' own off-screen drama.
On the set, the little girl vanishes into
the somber mood of Krystal, who, in this scene, returns to her attic
prison to exorcise it from her memory. Husband Blake (Forsythe)
finds her there and embraces her. They leave together. She and
Forsythe go through the scheme several times. The sticking point
is that both of them can't get through the narrow door together,
especially since Krystle is earring shoulder pads in both her dress and
coat. Each time they bump, Evans laughs and then goes back to
concentrating on Krystle's fears. Forsythe solves the problem,
maneuvers her gallantly through the door, and adds a nice bit of
business by shutting it behind him.
It is done, and Evans is bubbly.
"I have a two=week break coming up! I'm going to cook
and go Christmas shopping. I'm going to get a facial and a
manicure. See how bad my hands are? I haven't been to a
manicurist in two months."
Even better, she will be leaving Krystle
and the attic behind. "I've had at least two or three scenes
every show of torture, terror, drama, crying - which I loathe. I'm a happy person. I like to be up. But for weeks, I had to come
to work and be miserable, depressed, upset, angry. I had to
cry." It is an odd attitude for an actress, but Evans has
never pretended to be an artist. She is just a good, workaday
professional who does a wonderful job of being Linda Evans - who has a
special relationship to Krystle Carrington.
"She represents the woman I was 10
or 15 years ago," says Evans. "She's a woman whose
whole life was centered around a man, a woman who lived to love and be
loved, a woman who wanted a child more than anything. Like me, she was forced to get stronger, grow up, speak for herself and
find out who she was. These are all things I've done. And
there are so many women in America who are going through that same
agony. They find themselves having to make adjustments in a world
they weren't geared for. When you're young, you just go right
along. When you're older, you think, 'They've switched the rules
on me.' Krystle and Linda get mixed up. It's both our
lives."
But Krystle gets to live the fantasy of
the dependent little girl, doted on my a powerful man. It's the
fantasy that Evans- 43, with two failed marriages - is now struggling to
give up
"It's strange, but having a career -
which I always thought would take me away from happiness - is bringing
me closer to it than I've ever been. It's made me the woman I need
to be to have the man that I need."
As she says this, the famous Evans glow
deepens, like a three-way bulb being switched up. She thinks she
has found the man. "His name is Richard Cohen," she says
and actually sighs. "He's a businessman," is all the
description she will offer. "I don't want this to be an article
about him. I've known him for years. We were good friends
when I was married before.' Is a wedding in the offing?
"Wouldn't that be wonderful?" she coos.
For Evans now, the "right guy"
wouldn't necessarily have to pass a screen test or make the Fortune 500.
"I don't care about tall, short, light, dark, fat or thin.
What attracts me now is inward. I like someone with a sense of
humor. And it's nice if the person is successful in whatever
he does so he's not uncomfortable with what goes on in my life. I
certainly have enough money for anybody. He would just have to feel good
about his job."
This assured, self-sufficient woman is
someone Evans has become in the last few years. But her
story isn't just about women changing. It is also about the pain
of a childhood that ended abruptly, long before she was ready to give it
up.
She grew up in North Hollywood, the
second of three daughters. Her parents had been professional
dancers who changed shoes when they started a family. Dad
became house painter and decorator, and mom a cheerful
homemaker who took in stray friends and servicemen far from home.
There was never much money. Linda was shy, socially slow.
"I played with dolls until I was 15.
My mother encouraged it because my older sister got married when
she was 15, so Mom thought that the longer I stayed with dolls, the
better." As a teenager, she dated only two boys. "One of
them married another girl and broke my heart." But there were
graver problems in those years.
"My mom and dad were both sick
in the hospital at the same time. I thought my mom was going to
die but my father ended up having a more serious illness."
Her father had cancer, and spent nine months dying at home. When he was gone, the family lived on Social Security.
Evans helped out by working as an
usherette at the Paramount Theatre while she attended Hollywood High
School - where she took Drama classes but was never chosen for any of
the plays. A friend of hers did commercials, and Evans sometimes
went along to keep her company at auditions. At one of them, the
director drafted her right out of the waiting room. "It was a TV
commercial for Canada Dry. I did quite a few commercials after
that, and then John Forsythe gave me my first speaking part in Bachelor
Father. It was really nice to be discovered because I made money.
I made so much they cut our Social Security back." She was
15. The shy girl who played with dolls was suddenly the family
provider.
Her father's long illness left other
residue. "I didn't want to deal with the fact that he was
dying, so I pretended he wasn't. When he died, I felt guilty
because I hadn't been there for him. I made an agreement with
myself then that I would never let anybody else down ever. So I
stayed in relationships that weren't right too long. I've since
understood that, but I'm still very loyal."
After high school, she decided to stick
with acting "till they find out I don't know what I'm doing."
Several years later, in 1964, she was cast in The Big Valley. But
being a star was a dream that belonged to other girls. Evan's
dreamed about a husband and family, security and protection. She
married John Derek, her childhood pinup, 16 years her senior, and she
ignored her career because "he was happiest when I was around"
- at least until he left her for the "perfect 10"Mary Cathleen
Collins (A.K.A Bo Derek)
But that, as she puts it,"has been
written to death." What matters to her is how she dealt with
betrayal - which she now regards as a "gift." "Next to my
mom and dad dying, it was the hardest time, I realized that no
matter how much you love somebody or how right you do things, you can't
make anybody stay with you when they want to go. Experiencing hat
helped me to grow up. It showed me I could survive on my
own."
Sensibly, she went back to work
afterward. She didn't get great parts, but she didn't really want
a career as an actress. Two and a half years later, she married
realtor Stan Herman. "I loved Stan. I still adore Stan.
But Stan shouldn't be married. he'd been a bachelor most of his
life, and it was very difficult. He's since been married and
divorced again."
The failure of her second marriage hit
hard. "I had to ask, 'Is it me? Is it them? What part
do I play in not having my dream? If I'm a person who's going to
marry forever and have kids, why am I now a person divorced twice,
without children? "I reexamined myself: 'Who are you?'
Find out what you don't want to know about yourself, what you're afraid
of." Her personal self-examination included
conventional therapy and an eclectic assortment of spiritual
philosophies.
"I realized that my marriages didn't
work because I wanted men to take care of me. I needed the
people in my life to be everything I needed to make me happy. If
they had their own thoughts about how they wanted to live and what they
wanted to do, it didn't fit."
She has since become good friends with
both of her ex-husbands. She and Derek talk; she is close to his
children. And she has bought two rental houses from Herman.
Relentlessly positive, she says she loved her married years.
Evans still feels that a relationship is
more important than a career, but it is pretty much a moot question.
"At this point in my life,, I would never marry a man who said, 'If
you l love me, give up work'." And even when there was no man
in her life, she was happily single. "They had this whole
drama in the rag sheets about how I was the loneliest woman in
Hollywood. Actually, I was very content. I went out with the
Forsythes and other friends. And I was so busy that loneliness
would have been a luxury. I don't have a hard time being alone.
When I'm on location, I'm not uncomfortable having dinner by
myself in a restaurant."
Still, the little girl in her lingers -
at least on the Dynasty set. "When I was a kid, I used to design
clothes for my dolls and cut them out and put them on. Here, I
have people bringing me all the finest clothes, anything I can think of
- chiffon's, plumes, sequins. And I'm the doll and the clothes go
on me."
She also has the husband of her little
girl dreams on Dynasty. "These last few years, even
pretending to have a marriage with John has been heaven. It's so
wonderful to be able to come in and express that part of myself and act
it out. To be involved in marriage forever."
But the little girls' view of the world
may stunt the grown-up woman's professional growth. "It's
hard for Linda to do stuff that is evil," - says Forsythe. "She's not at all at home in violent, emotional scenes where she
has to shout at somebody or rail at them. "I'm one for
challenges, and I have a long tried to get her to do things that stretch
her as an actress - just the way she is doing things that stretch her as
human being off the set."
But Evans, like a lot of women now, is
struggling with change, and the process is uneven. All things
considered, she is not doing a bad job of it.
She has one last scene to do today, and
it is on one of her favorite sets, the beruffled Carrington nursery. The babies aren't here today because they are sick, so the crew shoots
around the empty crib. Evans doesn't mind; when they are on the
set, she is distracted by them, by the thought of a baby of her own.
"A whole family would be absurd now. But one child would be
wonderful."
She would almost certainly be a working
mother. "There are ways to incorporate a pregnancy or ignore
it, depending on the storyline. I would just say, "Everybody,
work it out. Whatever you do will be fine with me."
Meanwhile, Krystle has to deal with a
reporter who has intruded in the nursery. She cried out for
Blake, who rushes in, and summons the guard. The intruder is taken
out. Blake puts his arms around Krystle and comforts her.
It's a pretty picture, but one that Linda Evans knows she has to leave
behind on the set.
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